Journey of One Fine Man

for the 1st time ever,
i sit in front of this laptop and wondering,
where you might be at this moment.
you who i presume may be, or will be the love of my life.

I sometimes has this fear,
the fear of you will vanish just like the others.
The one who remains to be the sad part of me and remains to be un-deleted from my memory.
I am just hoping, that one day , you is the one who i'm looking just be happy at the moment .

yes,
This might be a random note for you
this might just a plain text for you.
or its just a random story to be write at the moment.
but, then again, i still hoping you will read this someday,
that i already appreciating your values even before we met.

Love is fucking suicide.
Just like what my friends wrote in his songs.
I know it's harsh but hey,
we tend to commit suicide every now and then,
but be grateful for what we have now.
sometimes, we just forgot what we have and whining over what we don't have.

Pathetic as it's seem.
But hey, all i can say is,
I will love you .
yes, You who will reside beside me,
on that platform, where we could together, forever.
as long our breath remain.
Endlessly.